we are just two damaged souls

Stop breaking up, learn how to have a fight

2012-11-03T08:25:33Z

Hey guys, I'm cleaning up my lj. Please let me know via comment/pm/posting a new entry/whatever if you're still using your account - or I'll remove it from my feed. Thanks!

eta 11/25: I'm removing people who haven't updated since the beginning of 2012. Please let me know if:

You're completely leaving LJ, but you're active somewhere else
I removed you, but you're still using your lj

Thanks!

August is over

2012-08-09T17:05:58Z

AHAHAHAHA literally laughing at all my All Time Lame posts during the past much too many months.

Hey at least I'm posting again.

Aw shit, forgot to check up on MintyApple again ughh.

I need more Suits icons.

I leave my own ways to build you the bluest sky

2012-08-08T19:20:31Z

Can't sleep because of this stupid, perfect song.

Maybe I, maybe I should've
Seen what was, kept what's lost
Gone with tide, wrapped in ribbon
I was a kid playing tough
There was more in here, than you are given

I, I, I should've tried, I wish I tried

I stay outside the lines
Leave your strings untied
I leave my own ways to build you the bluest sky

I'm always yours, and I hope that you'll be mine

Ugh, Patrick. Kill me now.

I wonder sometimes, if you're even okay with the person I have become

2012-07-19T03:19:26Z

You seem so disappointed in me though, so I guess not.

If a place called 'Totoronto' existed, I'd move out like fuck and live there

2012-07-06T22:04:07Z

One giant black hole of negativity

2012-06-28T15:31:00Z

I am so easily affected by the most trivial stuff lately, I hate it.

Skyway avenue

2012-06-12T20:04:46Z

Mom talked to me about finding a boyfriend online and I told her it was stupid, just to drop a conversation that will drag on and exhaust me when I have more than enough to tire me out already. Some people give couples shit for being together because of reasons like being of the same gender, having age differences, etc. But honestly, why does anything matter? I know a couple who met online and despite a 5-year age gap, they worked through a long-distance relationship by meeting up every weekend or so, they are happy, and they are in love. That's just one couple. So what if things don't work out? If they die in the next nanosecond, at least they'll die happy.

My heart is restless

2012-06-03T16:44:19Z

I'm going nowhere and I'm going to take my time

2012-05-24T00:55:36Z

“You can think of all the horrible things happening to you and focus on that. Or, you can kind of recognize that it’s a bad situation, but then try to find the good in your life and focus on that. So, that is what I do. So, yes, I have breast cancer, yes, I can’t have a baby yet. But you know what? I have an amazing husband. I have a wonderful family. I have great friends. I have my dream job, so life’s good.”
—Giuliana Rancic

I saw the special on Giuliana on E! True Hollywood Story yesterday. I don't usually watch shows like this—didn't even know we had the channel that aired it until then. I'm really glad I stumbled upon it when I did. She is such an inspiration. I'm not undergoing anything as heartbreakingly drastic as she is but the way she's handling it is just so admirable. I honestly don't follow celebrity news so I didn't even know her until yesterday but she's slowly becoming one of the people I admire.

marge's father passed away last Saturday. Rest in peace, Mr. Reyes.

It's really scary how in RE, only half of us have only one parent left. I was really worried when ally's mom was in the hospital needing a surgery for her fractured shoulder. So relieved to hear she's been discharged and is recuperating at home now! Please keep our families and friends safe, God.

My daughter krinkle passed the Art Studies admissions test! Welcome to the department, darling! I am so happy for you! 2012 is no doubt becoming as amazing as I hoped it would be :D

Went to see the doctor for my allergies and was given some meds to help relieve the itch. I hope they work! Also dropped by the dentist and the ortho recommended I get braces. No thanks, woman. Never again! She said it was only necessary for aesthetic purposes so I can opt not to get it. My two wisdom teeth have to go though. My schedule's next week. They wanted it asap but there's on way in hell I'm getting a wisdom extraction before the Lifehouse and We The Kings concerts. If there's a chance I won't enjoy the performances because of the operation, I'm not risking it.

Gah so much concerts this year! The Fray and Big Bang are also coming and fuck, I am already broke enough right now. I'm getting the gen ad ticket for The Fray, and I hope Marge's ticket choice won't be too expensive for Big Bang xD I'm still putting all my cards on the table that Coldplay will come perform here. I CAN FEEL IT.

Sleepover at fgy's with Donna, Zaru, Pyor, Jeej, and Arby last Tuesday! It was really fun, I missed Lira and Krinkle though. Let's see each other on Shemen (Memorial) Day next Monday, please? I also miss you, Caesar! We need to go out with Fgy again soon so I can use The OT3 Bag, yes? :D

It's been around 60 hours since my last cup of coffee. I honestly feel weak and shit. My lack of caffeine coupled with the wonderful weather, I think I am actually getting sick. I must be well again by Saturday!

Guess how much I love you

2012-05-17T19:47:53Z

So ally won Pajadams' 2nd signed autograph from The Waterhole contest. And I needed to tell someone so I called fgy (who was ~conveniently~ awake, um) This conversation happened about an hour after I called her:

me: I meant what I said earlier, you're not sleeping anymore
fgy: Kyoy
me: No
fgy: Can I sleep?
me: No
fgy: PLEASE
me: No
fgy: PLEEEEAAAASE
fgy: I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP
me: No

me: Are you sleeping on me?
fgy: No, I love you so I will ask for permission
fgy: Can I sleep?
me: No
fgy: KYOY
me: No

fgy: (yawns)
me: No yawning!
fgy: WHAT

fgy: ....What if bawas-50 sa bet?
me: YOU CAN'T BUY MY PRINCIPLES
fgy: WHAT PRINCIPLES
me: Yeah, you wouldn't know you, would you?
me: YOU HAVE NO PRINCIPLES
fgy: WHAT KIND OF PRINCIPLE IS THIS?
fgy: I HAVE PRINCIPLES!
fgy: It just doesn't involve keeping people from sleeping so they fail their sparring match and I can win a bet!
me: No

me: 3 minutes
fgy: Okay
fgy: You know I had a dream about Donghae?
me: Please let it be 2 minutes now

me: Oh Kyoy can I sleep now
fgy: No
me: Actually it's past three minutes now
fgy: YES
me: I'm sorry, that's why you have to wait 2 more minutes now
fgy: Okay

me: You need to go now while it's 3:20 so the conversation will end at something divisible by 4
fgy: Okay
me: Good luck, you'll need it
fgy: Thanks!
me: You'll really need it
fgy: See you later!
me: Bye

Still not over it. Never get over it. Ever.

First adam and amber and now this? I have never been this happy about a contest's results in my life.

Then again, I never cared for a fandom this much in my life either.

LOVE OF MY LIFE, I SHALL TOUCH YOUR DNA SOON #creeperpasta

It doesn't get easier from here, just more familiar

2012-05-16T13:54:06Z

You know the feeling when you're not hungry but you want to eat something because you only had breakfast the whole day and you feel it will make you feel better if you eat but at the same time you don't want to because you're just so honestly tired?

Not a metaphor for anything, literally just that.

I'm so happy for you, Jill! Honestly never wanted to be in someone else's shoes until you started working for DOTC haha. You're living the dream we never even knew we wanted! (This is accurate on my part, at least ahaha.) I hope you're as happy as I think you are. If you need anything, I'm just a text away ;D

Tried to be productive today. I hope I was useful somehow.

Against my vow (which I made last Saturday) not to buy another mocha cookie crumble frap this week, I walked to High Street's Starbucks and got myself one. I've been getting my coffee hot since last year. I haven't had a frap in ages because the caffeine level isn't as high and I prefer my coffee hot but this new one is really good. If only it was a Monday today, so I could've gotten it at half-price.

Back on track! The barista looked really familiar. I remember seeing him at the Fully Booked branch last time when Tomi and I got her planner. Confirming if I remembered this memory right was kinda killing me that I hoped he would randomly tell us his life story on being a Starbucks barista because I didn't wanna shameless ask him. Bracing myself for the upcoming sleepless night or two because this would unlikely happen was good because just as I was paying, he mentioned our last encounter at the FB branch it was awesome. Remembering a memory right and being remembered, I mean. It's the little things!

I really need to work as a barista Starbucks someday.

Ofc before going home, I had to drop by Fully Booked a.k.a. My Favorite Place After My Room a.k.a. Temptation Aisle a.k.a. Fuck this Bookstore, etc. The first ten minutes or so in my favorite floor, I believed that I would leave the doors without spending anything. (Because I have mostly every cute shit worth having that they were selling and I really didn't feel like I deserved to spend again, even if it is retail therapy or whatnot.) I found a really adorable black clear file though and it only cost P29.75 so I had to get it. I was thinking of also getting a stationery set (P59.75) and this really fancy planner (P275) but by the power vested in me via guilt, I put them back on the rack.

Baby got back! (I meant to say, 'I GOT A SPINE BITCHES' but that doesn't really mean the same thing, does it?) Anyway, ACHIEVEMENT! I can do this woot.

Last night, I watched Thor and shamelessly liveblogged to Shace (who is just so ace) via askbox on Tumblr. Good times. Roflmao I spammed her so much, the site told me I had to wait at least an hour before I could send anymore :)) Hello, fanmail option~ If there's will! :D Hope you got enough rest for work though ;A; Expect another spam when I watch Captain America bb! ♥

The story of me preparing to watch the movie is actually kinda sad and stupid. I ouldn’t find the avi file because I’ve been searching for “Loki” instead of “Thor” um.

Got some 40 minutes of sleep ~~last night~~ this morning. I've been trying to fall asleep for at least three hours now but for the life of me, I can't. So here I am spamming you guys with random.

Oh god, I am so needy, I don't even. Please let me know if I'm bothering you, that's honestly the last thing I want to do.

But I am so grateful for you all, just need you all to know that. I'd name each and everyone of you but you are so many, I'm sure I'm bound to lamely forget someone ;A; I hope you know who you are.

No honestly, what did I do to deserve you guys?

I am just dying for you

2012-05-15T19:33:59Z

This is so screwed up.

Why can't we be happy with the one who's there for you?

That's all we want, right? To be happy, I mean.

I am such a horrible human being.

Wish I could help fix you somehow, but I can only do so much.

Here we are with everything we ever wanted

2012-05-15T19:27:00Z

This was supposed to be a lot longer, but it's been sitting on my drafts for three days now so I might as well just post it—didn't even edit this in any way. Not important, just thought I should mention that.

Really enjoying Twitter. I remember using that for a while because of Tokio Hotel but I guess ultimately, Suits was the one that got me to stay. I don't plurk much anymore. I used to believe it was because the site used to load so slowly for me but the past two weeks have got me realizing stuff I've been trying to avoid. So yeah, I only go to plurk for private threads now.

Speaking of social networking websites, I really should be more grateful to Facebook. I mean, I dislike the site so much but it's proven to be useful in connecting me with old friends and even relatives I was never close to. Also good for stalking group mates who have time to tag their faces on an album of some 200 pictures but not for the responsibility they signed up for. Fucking asswipes.

I fucking love Suits. I have never been invested in something as much as this. It's sad that I don't get to watch anything else for reasons even I don't understand (paused after Merlin S4E2, I haven't tried Teen Wolf yet, I have Adventure Time now and a lot of various series I always wanted to watch but yeah) I remember ToHo hijacking my fandom life in 2009 but I believe Suits is my one true love.

Sure, the show is giving me unrealistic expectations on love and relationships, it is ruining my life, etc. etc. but one thing I love about loving this show so much is that I get to move past my shallow rage for shit I used to dislike so much. I have found renewed love for the color blue and after a couple or so years, I have forgiven someone I defriended on various social networking sites for demoralizing a good friend. (They're actually a lot more shallow than they sound, really.)

If the truth is you're a liar (when you say that you're okay)

2012-05-11T00:13:55Z

I've been feeling pretty low lately and I really hate it because I don't have the right to. I should be happy. I wish I was, but I'm not. I really, really hate myself for this. I'm a horrible human being.

I drove to Fgy's last Tuesday at 8am because I woke up 4 hours earlier and couldn't stop crying since then. I've been crying everyday the past two weeks that I sometimes wonder when it will stop. Thank you so much to everyone I've been shamelessly coming to for comfort. Special mention to Donna! I am so grateful for you, thank you so much!

So lucky to have the people around me, thank you so much for cheering me up the past few days! The little things honestly mean a lot! I hope you know how much I love you. Please let me know if my crying to you, etc. is being too much of a bother. That's the last thing I want to do, burden any more people! I won't love you any less ♥

On a happier note, updates!

Finally got my Fully Booked discount card last Tuesday! Thank you to everyone who helped me reach the 15k quota! You know who you are :)
I saw Vertical Horizon last April 28! Matt is so adorable! Adobby haha. I wish that I saw them the first time they came here but at least I got to see them this time around!
Gonna see Lifehouse and We The Kings in about two weeks! Will see my favorite band with Zaru after four years since their last show, so fucking excited! If you're a WTK fan, please let me know! Still looking for someone to go with me but I'd go alone if I have to :))
I've been buying too much lately. I know I should stop. But most times, I honestly just feel so horrible that I use retail therapy to cheer me up.
Met with online friends Dom and Lia with Ally and Marge last Saturday! Also met two more wonderful people, Jaimie and Lui during that The Avengers movie date! I was so awkward right up to the moment we finally approached each other omg but aaaa, best rewatch ever!
Totoro is one of whom I've been spending so much on lately. The Comic Alley employees already know me omg. When I paid for my latest purchase, the whole store was mocking me. The movie's theme song was playing ffff. They should work on their discount card soon. I can't help myself when it comes to Totoro ;A;
I got my Suits dvd last May 4th! While my online friends were rejoicing for the release of The Avengers movie, I spent my night the best way I knew how *u* Target released a 4-disc exclusive though. I'm asking family friends to buy me a copy. I hope they make it in time!
Had an RE sleepover sans Fgy last weekend to watch the dvd. Wish you were there bebi! I channeled you by wearing your shirt haha.
Can we talk about my thesis next time? I'm working on it, I promise.
Joyce Pring is my biggest local celebrity crush right now. She is just too precious aaaa. I hope I'm not creeping her out with all my shameless tweets to her. If she finds me disturbing and decides to block me, I will cry. I just want to be her friend so much ;A;
I saved so much of her photos, it's scaring even myself. But omg I could make a whole mood theme from all her pictures, idk. Too much?
Met a couple more Pinoy Suitors last night. We're planning to all meet soon irl, so excited!
Speaking of Suits, I signed up for this year's suits_exchange. I'm so nervous because I got one of my all-time favorite authors ;A; One consolation from my spiraling depression is that I got a plot bunny for my gift to the person. I hope I don't disappoint!
I also joined the Suits-a-thon at Tumblr. I'm Team Trevor's captain! I guess I probably shouldn't be participating in all these stuff but I just really want to give back to this fandom in any way. And tbh, I really do need the distraction.
Bought several reference books for my thesis (excuse, really but I'm sure I can use that for research too) and my language studies. I found Norwegian references at NBS last week! So happy *u*
I need to start reading more regularly again.

“You're gorgeous, you old hag, and if I could give you just one gift ever for the rest of your life it would be this. Confidence. It would be the gift of confidence. Either that or a scented candle”
—David Nicholls, One Day

I know I have so much more I wanted to share but I can't remember them atm and I want to stop at 16 so. An excuse to update someday soon, yes? :D

You were my light but now I can't wait to turn off the sun

2012-04-27T20:42:05Z

"You have killed my love. You used to stir my imagination. Now you don’t even stir my curiosity. You simply produce no effect. I loved you because you were marvellous, because you had genius and intellect, because you realised the dreams of great poets and gave shape and substance to the shadows of art. You have thrown it all away. You are shallow."
—Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

kyoy @ 2012-02-21T18:42:00

2012-02-21T10:43:11Z

I want to wake up like this with you every morning

2012-02-05T00:07:24Z

TINAPA FOR BREAKFAST. YES.

I've got the worst hangover from you

2012-01-31T22:26:44Z

This entry will be posted as a list because I realize I have a lot to say but I don't want to be tl;dr and a list will help me avoid that.

It's been more than 40 days since Umag's passing. Attended the mass for her at ADMU and was just a bit late for class. I miss you everyday, dear.
Watched Contraband with Arby and Caesar using complimentary tickets at Trinoma yesterday. Stressful movie (ask Caesar, I pretty much crushed his arm the whole time) but I really enjoyed it. Plus, it was free. My favorite number. Thanks for accompanying me! <3
The reason I'm up at this hour is because I drank some strong shit last night. Epic caffeine, what the hell was in that shit. Still palpitating a bit.
Feeling quite overwhelmed with the amount of Suitors I'm meeting on tumblr lately, Overwhelmed but really happy~
Wondering why people still follow me with all the spam I post. I really do feel guilty sometimes.
Speaking of Suits, I have been spreading the love to everyone. Jill is in love, Donna thinks it's awesome, Arby's excited to start, and Emjay sees why I am so addicted. Feels really great *u*
Long-overdue sleepover with Seatmate and Fgy last Friday. Basically watched a 4-hour concert of SNSD. And I am proud to say that I now know them all by face. I have no idea how long that will last though. We also went on this Exodus to the overrated Jamba Juice place and I got cursed numerous times for it :))
This is the first time I'm using rich-text on lj.
Also, wow. Got a purging notice for one of my random account from lj. They do that now, apparently. That's cool, I guess? For those who wants unused usernames.
Still generally not pleased with lj though.
But I'm still staying. I like looking at my
I really love our (Shemen's) batch relationship. It's probably normal but I love how we're not all epic close to each other but when we we're together, hanging out is as natural as breathing. Yeah, that came out of nowhere.
Bought a lot of stuff last week. List is here if you're curious.
IT'S THE FIRST DAY OF THE BEST MONTH EVER.
Ghibli movies on Disney this month every Saturday around 9pm. Line-up is: 4 - Princess Mononoke, 11 - Spirited Away, 18 - Howl's Moving Castle, 25 - The Cat Returns
A Rocket to the Moon (along with The Ready Set, The Summer Set, A+ Dropouts, and Forever The Sickest Kids) is going to perform live here in the Ayala Malls this February omg. I have no idea about the others but judging from the commercial, they have the same style so I'll definitely enjoy this show. Schedule for my reference: 16 - Alabang Town Center, 17 - Glorietta, 18 - Trinoma, 19 - Market Market
Death Cab for Cutie on March 5 too. Better go buy tickets this week while I can.
New series I'm watching: Smash. It is good, I have high hopes for it.
I'm doing that 365 movie challenge thing btw. I'm behind but who cares. I should upload those posters soon.
So while watching Rizal sa Dapitan in class today, all I could think of was Harvey Specter because Rizal was wearing a vest most of the time. I don't even—
The Suits fandom brings me such great joy.
I like looking at my eljay. Must be the Harvey/Mike gif.

I'd end this by saying sth along the lines of "I'll try not to neglect this place so much next time" etc. but you're all probably tired of that and oh look, I just did.

Long day later, I hope I don't pass out.

See you around :)

Why would you do that?

2011-12-30T04:07:49Z

Originally posted by write_light at BAD Internet Laws Heading Your Way

From the flist:

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Website Blocking

The government can order service providers to block websites for infringing links posted by any users.

Risk of Jail for Ordinary Users

It becomes a felony with a potential 5 year sentence to stream a copyrighted work that would cost more than $2,500 to license, even if you are a totally noncommercial user, e.g. singing a pop song on Facebook.

Chaos for the Internet

Thousands of sites that are legal under the DMCA would face new legal threats. People trying to keep the internet more secure wouldn't be able to rely on the integrity of the DNS system.

Read this analysis from boing-boing.net

Get on the phone and call your representative. Express your disapproval. Tell him or her exactly how you feel, and that you don't support this. Tell your friends to call their representatives, their Congressperson, and complain. Mention that you are a registered voter that takes your civic responsibility seriously and that you will use that vote to express your feelings about this.

http://www.rollcall.com/issues/57_60/Internet-Companies-Boost-Hill-Lobbying-210345-1.html?pos=olobh

“We support the bill’s stated goals — providing additional enforcement tools to combat foreign ‘rogue’ websites that are dedicated to copyright infringement or counterfeiting,” the Internet companies wrote in Tuesday’s letter. “Unfortunately, the bills as drafted would expose law-abiding U.S. Internet and technology companies to new uncertain liabilities, private rights of action and technology mandates that would require monitoring of websites.” The chamber-led coalition in support of the bill includes Walmart, Eli Lilly & Co. and Netflix.

Google and other opponents of the legislation argue that restricting the Internet in the U.S. sets a bad international precedent and that the language defines infringing too broadly.

SIGN AND FORWARD THESE PETITIONS

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Can't stop feeling

2011-12-19T03:03:44Z

Crystal Ayra Frias Padilla and her sister, Michelle Adeline Frias Padilla passed away during the Sendong typhoon. Please take a moment of silence and pray for their souls, along with everyone else who was taken away by this horrible tragedy and that they may all rest in peace. Let us also pray that there will no longer be any casualties and that all the missing people have survived and will be found. For information on how to help, please check out this post. To give donations directly to the Padilla family, please read Anriz's post.

I don't know what to say, can't describe all these feelings bursting within me since I found out. A day has passed since I found out and I'm still hoping so much this isn't true.

Went to sleep last night hoping it will all go away but it's now tomorrow and she's still gone. How do people even begin to deal with something like this? Life is so unfair. I can't imagine how her family must feel. Can't stop crying from time to time. When do you start feeling better?

I've lost too much close family and friends this year but for some reason, her passing is such a big wake-up call for me. Things like this make you realize all over again just how short life is. You keep thinking there will always be more time but then a moment comes where you're in a room with your closest friends, and you hear the news, and it all just comes crashing down on you. I guess I'm lucky in a way, to have been with them during that time.

There are so many fond memories I have of you. And I only have good ones. Going through old pictures and blog posts about us breaks and melts my heart. You are one of the reasons that I love my high school years so much and I am so grateful you have been a part of life. You've always been an inspiration to me. When I read the article you shared in your last post, I couldn't help but tear up all over again.

Don’t take for granted the small things: the last time the sun kisses your face before three days of rain or having a pair of eyes to look into, hands to hold. A warm bed to collapse into at the end of a long day and an illuminated sky on a clear night. Embrace the people you can sit in silence with, and the ones who make you laugh for hours with little effort. The small things add up to big things, the big things add up to everything. Don’t take this for granted.

I don't feel better since I found out, I don't know how I ever will. Things just feel more familiar now. The truth is sinking in, but not deep enough. There will never be enough time in the world to spend with a person as wonderful as you. I will never stop wishing we had more time or that I could see you again. If only all the wishful thinking in the world could bring you back. But I have to stop thinking like this, I have to let go sometime. I'm just not ready yet. You are an important part of my everything, Umag. Thank you for all the memories. I will remember and cherish them forever.

How I wish I could fly over to where you are and say goodbye properly. I need to see you one last time even though I know I'll break down and cry shamelessly in front of you. But I know you will be with us in the mass we're holding for you tonight and knowing you are among us will be enough.

The last time we met was at the cinemas after watching Toy Story 3. And oh God, that was so long ago and we were only able to exchange short but sincere I-miss-you's. We didn’t go together, but we found each other anyway. It’s one of the most beautiful stories about friendship that I know and you are one of most—in every sense of the word—beautiful friends I am lucky to have known. Rest in peace beyond infinity, my dearest friend. I will never forget you. Words cannot express how much I love you but I'm sure you already know how I feel. We’ll find each other again someday.

Too long we've been denying, now we're both tired of trying

2011-12-16T08:04:20Z

Here's a meme I stole from tumblr haha.

Comment with a tv show/movie/anime/game/book/fandom I’ll tell you....

Favorite male character:
Favorite female character:
Least favorite character:
Prettiest character:
Funniest character:
Favorite season:
Favorite episode:
Favorite romantic ship:
Favorite family ship:
Favorite friend ship:
Worst ship:

Finally on Christmas break! Had to miss an exam yesterday because I had a slight fever but my prof says she'll give me a make-up come January so yay~

I had fun the past couple of weeks. Shemen bonding, Donna's despedidia of sorts, and Breaking Bones with lira and zaru to name a few. I'm gonna meet the RE fags and the Cows soon too so yay~ Hope I get to see naf this Christmas! Only regret is that I missed watching The Adventures of Tintin :(

Somehow getting by until Suits returns. I love the fandom, especially those one tumblr and the kink meme! There's also this fun "How well do you know Suits?" thing going on over at suits_gen and I plan to spam the post with my fail answers even though I get eliminated, just for kicks xD I also have this sort-of-secret project that only waifu knows about that will keep me distracted until June comes.

And a.szusza finished my request! She also said that she ships Harvey/Mike now thanks to me haha shipper pride! *u*

Still need a Harvey/Mike moodtheme. Or a Suits moodtheme in general.

Say goodbye to my heart tonight

2011-11-23T14:56:22Z

Oh wow, I really neglected this place, haven't I? ;o;

Some updates, I guess.

Huh so I bumped another car while driving today. Hit the gas instead of the break and I crashed into the car's rear. I was so stunned, I stared for a while before getting out to apologize to the driver. But the guy was so nice about the whole thing and even asked me if I was okay ;o; To make things better, he just asked for my details and took pictures. I didn't want to be late to the class I haven't attended yet so it really meant a lot~

Just don't know how to tell my parents I ruined the car again orz.

Had my second PJ-Diddy & G-Dog Marathon with waifu last weekend. We saw 2 movies each. 3 Days Gone, Christmas in Boston for Patrick and The Recruit, A Love Song for Bobby Long for Gabriel. We also watched their guest appearances in Numb3rs and Spin City. Good times~ Let's have another marathon soon!

Leeched practically every series Waifu was watching too. Really enjoying 2 Broke Girls from the new shows I started~ Kat Dennings, so awesome.

Hung out with arby and zaru this afternoon~ Had our Gong Cha fix before hopping from one bookstore and stationary booth to another in Trinoma. Bought another useless cute thing I probably won't use haha.

As you probably know, the tv series Suits has taken over my life. Seven months to go until the next season omg my heart. Come back to me, my love. I miss you so much, it hurts. Thank god for fanfiction and tumblr. Hope someone makes a Harvey/Mike moodtheme soon! *u*

I've been staying up until 4am the earliest recently watching all these shows and I'm hoping my lack of sleep wasn't the reason I mistook the gas pedal for the breaks ;o; Gonna try and sleep earlier tonight, feeling like a flu is coming soon too so, yeah.

Some last (good) news before I go: I'm (finally, hopefully) graduating this coming summer 2012. Bad news is, I only get to march in the graduation rites on 2013 and I have no idea how to tell my parents ;o;

Anyway, that's it. I tried to compress this update so as not to bore you lol. (I tried.) Hope you guys are doing well! I miss everyone ;o; Am catching up to your entries little by little. See you around! o/

ps, A car with the plate number PJA ### drove in front of me as I was going home yesterday! *u*

It's like my soul hurts now

2011-08-02T14:40:36Z

New default icon!

Pick your top 5 shows, and answer the following questions. Don’t cheat.

1. Suits
2. Grey's Anatomy
3. The Big Bang Theory
4. Doctor Who
5. Merlin

1. Who is your favorite character in 2? I've always chosen Meredith Grey.

2. Who is your least favorite character in 1? Omg this is so hard, everyone is so awesome here ;o; But oh maybe Jenny Griffith? Only because I don't really know her.

3. What’s your favorite episode of 4? So many ;o; I'll go with Day of the Moon?

4. What is your favorite season of 5? Why make me chose? ;o; I loved the finale of Season 2 so I'll go with that.

5. What’s your favorite ship in 3? Not necessarily romantic but I love Sheldon/Penny!

6. Who is your anti-ship in 2? Lol wth does anti-ship mean /noob

7. How long have you watched 1? Since I saw it on Tumblr.

8. How did you become interested in 3? I forgot O:

9. Who is your favorite actor in 4? I'd have to say Eleven.

10. Which show do you prefer 1, 2, or 5? 1, lmao.

11. Which show have you seen more episodes of 1 or 3? There are only 6 episodes of 1 so 3, obvsly.

12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be? Amy Pond? idk

13. How would you kill off your favorite character in 1? Why would I wanna do that D:

14. Would a 3/4 crossover work? 4 could crossover with anything

15. Pair two characters in 1 that would make an unlikely, but strangely okay couple. Mike/Donna?

16. Over all, which show has a better cast, 3 or 5? You are the voice, I think I'll go with 5.

17. Which has better theme music, 2 or 4? One of the reasons I fell in love with 2 is the music so, yeah.

I'll try to post sth worthwhile later but for now, have another meme spam.

Fuck I love this show.

Can I fill you up with my emptiness tonight?

2011-06-29T14:27:46Z

When I clicked to update my eljay, I was asked if I wanted to load my saved draft and this is what I last wrote:

I wanted to send an anon text to someone so I used my brother's phone. But then I realize that since our numbers are only one digit apart, the person might figure it out that it was me who texted her. Guess who almost had a seizure from panicking too much.

Oh lol past self, so parnaoid. But that's okay, I totally get where you're coming from. Thank goodness you worried over nothing!

Although I don't remember writing it, I apparently wrote that last April—which was also the month which I last updated. I'm sorry for neglecting you, Eljay-kun ;o;

Here, have a Harry Potter meme I got from Tumblr:

Comment with the name of a Harry Potter character and I'll—

Harry Potter - Tell about a scar on my body.
Ron Weasley - Something I'm afraid of.
Hermione Granger - A subject I know a lot about.
Draco Malfoy - Closest green item to me.
Severus Snape - My favorite Alcoholic beverage.
Rubeus Hagrid - My favorite animal.
Luna Lovegood - Something about me other people find weird.
Neville Longbottom - My favorite flower.
Nimphodorah Tonks - Something I would change about my appearance.
Fred & George Weasley - The last prank I pulled on someone, or someone pulled on me.
Voldemort - If I were to make a Horcrux, it would be…
Moaning Myrtle - The last thing to make me cry.

Yes, I have a Tumblr. If you want to add me, it's "kyoy" as usual~

Aaaand here's a random conversation to end this entry:

kyoy:
kyoy: Employee of the month si Ellen sa "Ellen"
kyoy: "To all my employees, better luck next time"
faggy:
faggy: WTFDGE
faggy: HAHAHA
faggy: is that even allowed
kyoy: She even unveiled a giant photo of her under a cloth
kyoy: She's so retarded, I love her
faggy:
faggy:
faggy: THATS SO AWESOME
faggy: /gets an idea
faggy:
kyoy:

Tschau!

Don't apologize, I love it when you're human

2011-04-26T14:42:05Z

Remember the times when all I did was spam your friends page with memes?

QUESTIONS MEME
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want (though I reserve the right to not answer or to answer evasively)

Screw the rules, feel free to ask just one or as many as you like o/

Clearly, I have nothing going on in my life ;__;