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04 September 2006 @ 07:43 pm
Where art thou, Kayjuli?  
I interrupt my semi-hiatusness to mourn over the unconfirmed disappearance of Kayjuli.

Remember her, the only author I visit FF.net for? The author I keep babbling about even though most of you don't know a fraction of who she is? Hee, I always LOL whenever a friend asks. WTH's a Kayjuli? XD

Well, I visited her FF.net profile and she changed her name to "fbjagter". She deleted all her stories there and even the site thats hosts the webcomic version of TPOTH doesn't exist anymore. :(

I checked her FictionPress page and that has 0 stories too. The only existing site I can see with proof of her lovely (though unupdated) works is MediaMiner! SO IF YOU HAVEN'T READ HER WORKS, GO DO SO NOW BEFORE THEY DISAPPEAR! If you're an S+S fan and you don't get to encounter Kayjuli in your life, your S+S fandom is incomplete, I tell you!

Her blog's wiped clean and even her new English blog which I didn't even get a chance to visit is gone.

Is she (GASP!) erasing herself from the internet? (NOOOO! darkmaestrox, dark_depth, iluxia, what then?) But what about TPOTH and KNH? I guess she's busy and all but I do hope she at least puts back her stories online because damn, I just reformatted Mr. Bourne and I have no copies for future entertainment available for all the world to see. Because they're really perfection and she's the S+S fanfic goddess and this saddening possibility is woes me to no end.

I really hope she and her stories are not gone forever. *crosses fingers*

No, I am not obsessed. Nor am I needy. Really.... *dies*

To add to the depression, Mr. Bourne's continuous reformatting is worrying me. He's so young yet so vulnerable!

Also, forgive my lack of updates. I just don't have the will to update anymore. Not because of Kayjuli, LOL. I'm more stable than that! XP Just too busy and really stressed these days. But yay for Nippongo field trips and skipping PE in the process! XD I don't even have the time to talk to my beloved cacti anymore! Sure I tend to them, but where is the painful bonding, dammit! *woes*

EDIT: I love this icon. rokubantaichou, you recreate the beauty of the panels with perfection. Pure genius, I tell you! ♥ [/ot]

EDIT2 (0916): OMG! I searched google and the site that hosts her webcomic is here! All is not lost! But it's not updated either.website stats

Mood: woeful and very very needy
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angel_of_summer on September 4th, 2006 01:46 pm (UTC)
Aww, how sad. Have you ever read PiggyHoHo's S+S stories? Those are love. ^^; I believe you can find one or so on ff.net.

I'm looking forward to chatting with you on MSN again so we can fangirl, I've missed you. D: ( I still do, but thank goodness for LJ! ♥ )

Bakang Batugan: Ineffablekyoy on September 5th, 2006 05:04 pm (UTC)
Yeah, tis very sad indeed. Piggyhoho? Is she a fanartist? I think I remember her name. I'll go check her stories, thanks! :D Have you read any of KayJuli's? They're really good! ♥

Aww, I've missed you too! <3
彩: Cloud - Hauntedpsychedelic_aya on September 9th, 2006 07:53 pm (UTC)
I hope you find out what happened to her soon, dear. (I mean, she's Kayjuli. Her stories are like whoaWHOAwhoa.

Bakang Batugankyoy on September 10th, 2006 08:21 am (UTC)
Aw, thanks dear. <3

How's life with dial-up? Ready to kill PLDT now?
(no subject) - psychedelic_aya on September 10th, 2006 03:18 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Bakang Batugan: Grumpykyoy on September 10th, 2006 08:24 am (UTC)
oh God i hate your icon
Btw, do you have to use that icon when you reply to my comments? They're insulting my OTP! *waves CloTi banner*
Re: oh God i hate your icon - psychedelic_aya on September 10th, 2006 03:19 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(Anonymous) on September 12th, 2006 12:48 am (UTC)
KayJuli was a great one.
I was so depressed when I was looking through my favs and I couldn't find KayJuli's stuff! I went to her blog and if you highlight the text, there is some stuff in English about Kokoro no Hon, but I think it is outdated. I don't know what could possibly cause her to leave without a notice. I wish she would have said something in her profile.

Has she answered emails?
Bakang Batugan: WTFkyoy on September 12th, 2006 08:33 am (UTC)
Indeed she was.
I was so depressed when I was looking through my favs and I couldn't find KayJuli's stuff!
This was exactly how I found out too! I was simply all, WTF when it happened. :(

I still can't imagine what the reason could be. Yeah, even a few words in her profile would suffice. Sadly, she hasn't answered my email yet. I really hope she didn't delete that too. It's like the only contact we have left!

Thanks for telling me about the blog! Reason and common sense did not win over depression. In case you're interested, a gist--because I've got too much homework to translate it gramatically correctly--of her most recent entry:

Most recent (date not shown due to some error)

Kayjuli made a new layout for her blog but she can't seem to fix the error. She found this beautiful photo but she can't figure out what she did wrong. She's asking for help regarding her layout. (I guess this is why the text are invisible? XD)

She mentions that she's still working on her original book (WTH? Why am I so outdated?) She's researching on some serious history books on it. Then she says that to from pain she's felt in the last two weeks--saying that she must've done something wrong to offend the academy teacher because she wants to kill Kayjuli--she has to go to the library to borrow some books but she thinks she's unlucky enough that the library won't have them and she night resort to buying from the inet. Then she rants on why she can't make simple plots. (So I guess the trip to the library concerns her original book?)

Then she talks about KnH (OMGYAY!). She says it's almost ending. Syaoran's declaration really stirred things up and it's really got her excited. And she's very happy that she's almost done--only 5 or 6 chapters to go. And she mentions Rika (A reviewer or friend, perhaps.) who asks about the time setting of Sakura's book. Kayjuli answers that she's not sure about it, somewhere at the 20th century. She doesn't want to mention dates to enhance imagination and remain legal (Legal, so she won't conflict much with history?) Anyhow, she really liked the question.

The last sentence of the entry is about creating another blog, only in English.


Since even her English blog is gone now, this is probably not updated, as you said. *woe* The entry before that is about KnH and news on her writing but I just do not have time right now, sorry. XD
Re: Indeed she was. - (Anonymous) on September 12th, 2006 08:07 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Sorry for the late reply! - kyoy on September 16th, 2006 10:19 am (UTC) (Expand)
Re: 'Tis okay, but I have some semi-good news... - (Anonymous) on October 2nd, 2006 05:31 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(Anonymous) on September 24th, 2006 05:42 pm (UTC)
i miss kayjuli too!!
yea... i was looking for her yesteray, and i realized she disappeared! I AM SO UPSET. i'll join you in the search for the only the greatest syaoran/sakura fanfic writer :P
Bakang Batugan: Happykyoy on September 24th, 2006 06:36 pm (UTC)
Re: i miss kayjuli too!!
Yay! The more people, the more chances of finding out what happened! Thank you, please inform me of anything you can find out. :) *bows*
(Anonymous) on October 6th, 2006 01:01 pm (UTC)
KayJuli's disappearance
I actually downloaded TPoTH and KNH to my computer(I have weird random cravings to read them sometimes), so if you want copies, I can send them to you. Just email SakuraAvalon98@gmail.com.
Bakang Batugan: Excitedkyoy on October 9th, 2006 07:04 am (UTC)
Re: KayJuli's disappearance
OMG, thank you! I was actually worrying about that since I don't think my friend has the complete copy either. You just saved me! Thank you very much! *bows repeatedly* I'm sending you an email this very minute! ♥

And no, it's not weird to crave for KayJuli's stories! :D
Re: KayJuli's disappearance - willag on September 15th, 2007 08:40 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Re: KayJuli's disappearance - kyoy on September 16th, 2007 05:28 am (UTC) (Expand)
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browniiekiss on November 5th, 2011 05:59 pm (UTC)
Re: KayJuli's disappearance
Hi! I'm just wondering if I could have a copy of KNH. She's erased all of her stories again. =( Even her blog is gone too!! =(.

Thanks and best,

(Anonymous) on December 16th, 2006 04:18 am (UTC)
She's BACK! (sorta)

She has changed her name back and has said she wants to finish Kokoro no Hon and re-do Before It's Too Late, but she says she has no plans to finish TPoTH. While that makes me sad, I had almost given up on it before anyway. The good news is that eventually (when she finally has time a ideas) will get to see how KnH ends... Which I have been CRAVING.
Bakang Batugan: Lovingkyoy on December 16th, 2006 10:14 pm (UTC)
Re: She's BACK! (sorta)
Oh wow, thank you, thank you, thank you for telling me about this, or I wouldn't have known earlier! *lame*

That was news indeed! Her reply to my email said otherwise. XD *bounces*

Hearts for you! ♥♥♥♥ Too bad about TPOTH, that was my favourite. *mourns silently* But yay, SHE'S BACK! ^o^
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miloe88mil_oe88 on December 14th, 2011 03:47 am (UTC)
OMG I have been living under a rock!
Hi! I was looking for any trace of KayJuli on the net and stumbled across here. Do you still have a copy of POTH and KNH? Is it okay to email me both fics? (miloe88@yahoo.com) Thank you in advance. :)

Last time I checked was Kayjuli 3-4 years ago(or more), but she still had her account both in ffnet and fictionpress. I had also been to her blog when she was talking about her students and her original novel... I had an epiphany to check her up today again (after so longgg) but was shocked to find out that her ffnet account and blogs gone!! @_@ no wonder I have never heard any news from her anymore.

This is just depressing. :( I lovelovelove her fics a lot! I hope she comes back and continue KNH. :( I wonder how she is now and if she have already released her novel... (T.T) She is still my fave author.