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19 May 2007 @ 03:46 am
So,  
My grandfather died last mother's day. Which sounds kinda ironic, since he's a father. And he died on mother's day. (Or maybe that's just how I see things.) And as cold as this sounds—I didn't cry, I wasn't particularly close to him. But I did feel some sadness in there, for some reason. He was my last grandfather too.

This past week has been busy for the whole family. Went to every day of the wake (except the first one, which amusingly, psychedelic_aya attended) up until Wednesday and have been coming home late every night because of it. The last night was most especially busy and we had to go home at 1:30am (and there were still visitors around!). The funeral was pretty early in the morning so the whole family couldn't get a good night's sleep until Thursday. We were so tired, we slept the moment we got home. I woke up today and felt a little sick (from oversleeping? how odd). Feel a bit better now, though.

And maybe I didn't cry because I know he's feeling much better now. He's been wishing for his deathbed (because of the pain) for a long time now. He even gathered everyone once, telling them to say their final goodbyes so they could bury him already. I felt sad when I heard about it. Now he's with my grandmother, hopefully resting in peace.

One good thing that happened because of this was that I got to spend time with my cousins again. Like with my grandfather, I'm not particularly close to them. And I thought things would be awkward like they sometimes are, but I'm glad it wasn't. I'm not a stranger to them! :D My niece even holds my hand when she won't approach other relatives! ♥ /shallow


Grey's Anatomy season finale was a sad one. GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON 3 FINALE SPOILERS! In no particular order:

→ Chief (what's his name again?) is the father of Adele's baby, yay! Too bad it was a miscarriage. :(

→ George and Callie are gonna try for a baby.

→ Callie's the new chief of resident. I actually LOLed when I found out Callie was running for residency. I always thought that she was an attending. XD ....Anyway, I pity the nazi but that's life. :(

→ Burke's vows wer love. "I think I speak for every woman in this room when I say, dump her. Dump Yang and marry me." -Addison So true! ♥

→ Izzie confronts George about their situation. She tells him that if he wants to make his marriage work, she'll help him. "Because I'm your best friend and I love you.... And I'm in love with you." Eck. Alex/Izzie please!

→ George failed his intern exam, everyone else passed. He was too depressed to attend the wedding. :(

→ Ava's husband appears and Ava gets discharged. Ava tells Alex, she'll stay if he'll give her a reason to stay. He doesn't, but he wants to. No comment, really.

→ Cristina's eyebrowless. "Momma took my eyebrows. She took my eyebrows and now, I am a Burke." LOL. I love Cristina!

→ Derek tells Meredith about the bar-girl, giving Meredith the impression that he's interested in bar-girl. Later, he confirms that he can't leave Meredith because she's the love of his life. (McDreamy, we missed you!) "I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me.... So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this.... Please, please just end it because I can't, I'm in it. Put me out of my misery." And Meredith? She gives an excuse, doesn't answer, and walks away! I'm so disappointed in her! And to think I thought McAsshole-no-more would break this relationship! :(

→ Alex/Addison isn't gonna happen. "We don't get unlimited chances in life.... And no matter what happens, she'll always be Ava to you." Alex runs to the hospital before the wedding only to miss Ava. It's not meant to be, idiots!

→ Chief picked Derek to be chief. Addison says she needs this job, she needs a reason to stay. "If you need a job to get you a new life, you either need a new job, or you need a new life." Addison spin-off, noooo!

→ But Derek (notice how I call him by his name, and not 'asshole' anymore XD) refused saying, "If you had a chance to do it all over again, you'd do it differently. Go ahead, do it all over again. You're the best man." Yes, the chief keeps the title. McDreamy's not the selfish asshole anymore, yay!

→ Cristina freaks out before the wedding because the vows got erased from her hand. LOL. When she calms down, Burke breaks it off with her. "If I love you, I'd let you go." WTF, is this because he didn't get chief? I didn't expect this since he was excited when he practiced his vows. He even disappeared from their apartment—Cristina didn't deserve that! "He's gone. I'm free. Dammit." It was so sad, Cristina cried the rest of the episode away. I was looking forward to her vows too. :(

→ Lexie Grey, Meredith's pretty step-sister (and Derek's bar girl) is one of the fresh interns! (Monik is amazing for figuring this out beforehand.) She's younger, a graduate of Harvard and would probably be willing to commit. Meredith, if Derek picks her, this is your fault! There are rumors that say she'll stay for 13 episodes in the next season!

McAsshole becomes McDreamy again but McPerfect becomes McStupid in one episode. darkmaestrox was right when she said I wouldn't be able to think about anything else after watching this episode. Didn't we almost have it all? indeed! It was really depressing, how it ended. My favorite would still have to be season 2's finale. I wasn't a Denny-fan so his death wasn't such an impact to me. I want season 4, dammit!

On the upside, Grey's Anatomy Gag Reels for happiness. I want the hi-res. Anyone know where I can get it?

To be random, I thought Meredith's dress made her look ugly. Everyone else's was lovely. Why do they do this to her? She's the freaking maid-of-honor!


Yeah, that's it. I had a lot to type in mind but this one's long enough. On other news, I still haven't watched Spiderman 3. Oo na, loser.

[Edit] I don't even know who Will Ferell is but this was amusing. (Thanks, darkmaestrox!) I love Pearl but I pity her, she doesn't even know what she's saying. XD

[Edit2] My brother just woke up. I should sleep. But wtf, who the hell wakes up at 5am during the summer break!

[Edit3] This almost made me feel better, but not really. If Meredith and Derek are be meant for dark and twisty (although I'm still hoping), I always thought Burke and Cristina were meant for bright and shiney. It explained a lot of things but I still can't help but feel sad.

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angel_of_summer on May 18th, 2007 04:51 pm (UTC)
I haven't watched Spiderman 3 either ( but I kinda don't really caree.. xD;; I'd rather see Shrek the Thrid and the 3rd Pirates movie ), so don't worry about it. ;D

I'm sorry about your grandfather. So sad. ;-;

Will Ferell is SO funny. He was a cast member of SNL ( Saturday Night Live ).
Bakang Batugan: Happykyoy on May 18th, 2007 04:57 pm (UTC)
Haha, people who've watched it keep saying how Spiderman 3's not good. But I still wanna see for myself. :3 Not so keen on Shrek 3 (I only saw the last 2 movies last year! XD) but POTC3 has me excited! If things go according to plan, I'm gonna go reserve tickets tomorrow. I hope I'm not too late to get good seats for the big day!

Thanks. ♥ But he's in a better place now, I guess.

I'm not familiar with him but I think I've seen some movies of him. He does seem funny. I find it amazing how he can keep a straight face in the video, he must be good! :)
n: quietnarugami on May 18th, 2007 05:09 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather...
Bakang Batugan: Lovedkyoy on May 19th, 2007 12:12 am (UTC)
It wasn't such a big loss because I know he's happier now. :)

Thank you.
anrizanriz88 on May 18th, 2007 10:01 pm (UTC)
-Chief (what's his name again?) is the father of Adele's baby, yay! Too bad it was a miscarriage. :(

I thought she said that another guy is the father of the baby and that she didn't even tell him about it?

— George and Callie are gonna try for a baby.

I hate Callie, ang loser niya. I want George-Izzie. Hahaha, ang funny nung bathroom scene, pero nakakakilig in a way!

— Callie's the new chief of resident.

Boo Callie. Tsss. I wanted the Bailey to be the chief resident pa naman. Tsss.

— George failed his intern exam, everyone else passed.

Poor George. SUPER. =( I feel bad for him. Ang kawawa nung ichura niya nung kausap niya si Bailey!

— Cristina's eyebrowless. "Momma took my eyebrows. She took my eyebrows and now, I am a Burke." LOL. I love Cristina!

Dammit. I wasn't able to watch that part. Naabutan ko lang siya na eyebrowless na! Kasi naman, sabi 9pm yung start, yun pala, 8 pm pala. So mga past 8 lang yung napanood ko. SAYANG. =(

— Derek tells Meredith about bar-girl, giving Meredith the impression that he's interested in bar-girl. Later, he confirms that he can't leave Meredith because she's the love of his life. (McDreamy, we missed you!) "I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me.... So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this.... Please, please just end it because I can't, I'm in it. Put me out of my misery." And Meredith? She gives an excuse, doesn't answer, and walks away! I'm so disappointed in her! And to think I thought McAsshole-no-more would break this relationship! :(

I hate Meredith din. Ang sweet kaya ni Derek nun. SUUUUPER SWEEEET!

Bakang Batugan: Annoyedkyoy on May 19th, 2007 12:33 am (UTC)
I thought she said that another guy is the father of the baby and that she didn't even tell him about it?
She was referring to the chief:

"Do you want to call somebody, I can."
"No, no one."
"The father of the baby, maybe you wanna—"
"He doesn't even know about it. I didn't tell him. I think I misjudged him. I thought he'd go running for the hills. But actually, he's a much better man than I thought.... He'd sit with you, and he'll make you drink your water...."


Maybe you missed it, but Chief did the last sentences with Adele that day. He made her drink her water and pill when she didn't want to. Hindi niya iniwan si Adele throughout the whole thing kahit na feeling niya iba yung ama nung bata.

I hate Callie, ang loser niya. I want George-Izzie. Hahaha, ang funny nung bathroom scene, pero nakakakilig in a way!
LOL. Alex/Izzie ako so I don't really care about George/Callie. XD Which bathroom scene? I forgot.

Sayang di mo napanood yung kay Cristina! One of the few happy things that happened in this episode. Ang happy pa nila nung start ng episode, sayang hindi mo naabutan!

I hate Meredith din. Ang sweet kaya ni Derek nun. SUUUUPER SWEEEET!
Totoo! Sobrang pinabilib ako ni Derek! Dun ko lang narealize na sobrang in-love siya kay Meredith! All summer I was calling him an ass tapos biglang naging McDreamy uli siya in just one episode! I loved it! ♥ Tapos si Meredith pala yung magiging dahilan ng broken relationship nila. :(

Ang sad ni Bailey and George. :( Actually, ang sad ng buong episode na 'to. :(

Btw, basahin mo 'to, It explains some things.
anrizanriz88 on May 19th, 2007 08:37 am (UTC)
Talaga?? I didn't know that. HAHA. Mejo maingay kasi yung mga tao dun eh. Tsk. Pero, ang bait ni Chieeef! =)

Buhay pa pala yung Alex-Izzie? Haha, akala ko, Alex-Ava na? Mas gusto ko pa rin yung George-Izzie and Alex-Ava then Mark-Addison.

Oo nga eh. Diba akala pa natin, ang pipiliin niya, yung job as a chief over Meredith? Tapos... biglang si Meredith pala yung may problem. LOSER.

Oo nga eh. I was expecting a happy one. Kasi naman eh, diba, season finale na yun? Biglang ang sad pala. TSK.
Bakang Batugan: Lovingkyoy on May 19th, 2007 10:26 am (UTC)
Pero, ang bait ni Chieeef! =)
Ang cute nga nina Adele eh, parang meant to be tuloy sila.

Oo, buhay pa talaga sila! Maghintay ka lang, babalik sila. ♥ Ayoko ng George/Izzie e, best friends lang dapat talaga sila. LOL, and Mark/Addison ako e. XD Pero dahil may spin-off si Addison, wala na siya. :(

Diba akala pa natin, ang pipiliin niya, yung job as a chief over Meredith?
Oo nga, ang laki pa naman ng galit ko sa kanya before. Tapos he turned down being chief! Wow, McDreamy na uli talaga. Haha. Tanga nga si Meredith pero first boyfriend niya si Derek kaya di niya alam yung gagawin. (Haha, pinagtatanggol pa.)

I was expecting a happy one.
Dahil may wedding, akala ko happy ending. HMP.
anrizanriz88 on May 18th, 2007 10:02 pm (UTC)
Condolonces Bea. =)
Bakang Batugan: Idealistickyoy on May 19th, 2007 12:33 am (UTC)
Thanks. :)
the one with random thoughts~: apathystarlight_19 on May 19th, 2007 02:44 am (UTC)
Oh, I'm so sorry for your grandfather! T____T I know how it feels, my grandfather died like two years ago? I can't remember. >.< I'm not close to him too, you see. I didn't cry as well. XD *wishes for your grandpa's eternal rest* ^^-

I want to watch Spiderman 3, too~! :33 I'm kinda intrigued as to why they are saying its not that good unlike the second one. =D But, POTC3 has gotten me jumping in joy, mwehehehe~~ ♥ I so can't wait for it, yosh. :P
Bakang Batugan: Lovingkyoy on May 19th, 2007 03:02 am (UTC)
I'm not close to him too, you see. I didn't cry as well.
Nice to know someone understands how I feel. XD Thanks, I hope he's resting peacefully now. How's your mother? Are the results back? *worried*

I'm kinda intrigued as to why they are saying its not that good unlike the second one.
The second one was a good sequel! But I get what you mean, I wanna find out for myself why. POTC3 in 5 days! *excited*
the one with random thoughts~: kawaii; narutostarlight_19 on May 19th, 2007 09:59 am (UTC)
She is gonna undergo chemotherapy or whatever it's called. D: And, for now, she would be released from the hospital within this week, methinks. xD

Yay! <33 Only 5 more days! I wish I'm not broke until then. :3
Bakang Batugan: Happykyoy on May 19th, 2007 10:09 am (UTC)
And, for now, she would be released from the hospital within this week, methinks. xD
I hope that means good news! :)

LOL, I've already saved. XP *dork*
Alex: alexmiladyclarick on May 19th, 2007 03:51 am (UTC)
I'm sorry about your grandfather...

***

Burke's vows was love.

Yes they were. ♥

"Because I'm your best friend and I love you.... And I'm in love with you." Eck. Alex/Izzie please!

No George! We want Alex for Izzie! Haha!

And are Burke and Cristina broken up? Sad. People are so soooo stupid in the finale. Meredith being the most stupid.
Bakang Batugan: Lovingkyoy on May 19th, 2007 04:03 am (UTC)
Thanks. :)

No George! We want Alex for Izzie! Haha!
*waves Alex/Izzie banner*

And are Burke and Cristina broken up?
I can't believe this, sana hindi. I always thought Burke and Cristina would make it through the end more than anyone else. :(

People are so soooo stupid in the finale. Meredith being the most stupid.
True. Why, why, why? First boyfriend niya si Derek, so I guess hindi siya sanay but stiiiill!
moningdolphink on May 19th, 2007 08:32 pm (UTC)
Condolences bea.

My uncle actually died a week after we got to the US. My mom and my sister had to go back while me and my brother stayed since our passports were going to expire. I pretty much know how you feel since I didn't cry as well eventhough we were sort of close. Oh life.

BTW, I'm back! <3
Bakang Batugan: Sadkyoy on May 19th, 2007 09:54 pm (UTC)
Oh life indeed, thanks Moning. :)

Wai, welcome back! Kelan pa?
moningdolphink on May 20th, 2007 08:41 pm (UTC)
No prob. :)

Nung saturday nang gabi :D